Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Gotta Bloom


My flower buddies are teaching me sooooooo much about persistence. And even more than that: about doing what God has designed me to do. No matter what.



One winter several years ago, I just got mad when our outdoor growing season stopped so soon. It's not unusual for a freak snow in September to wipe out flowers that are really still at the height of their growing. I heard news of a coming hard frost and went outside and dug up my geraniums and plopped them in a glass bowl. Honestly, I didn't hold out much hope for their successful transplanting--I'd been sorta rough and fast in my "rescue." But I'd fallen in love with their fiery red blooms and just did NOT want to see them end.






To my surprise and delight, they immediately prospered. However, over the next few years, my tending of them went seriously downhill. My personal life was unraveling, with marital separation, reconciliation, then another betrayal. Then ultimately, divorce--unwanted by me, seemingly unavoidable, like an emotional avalanche I couldn't stop nor avoid being buried by.




Every so often I'd remember these sweeties and water them. Every time I thought my neglect had killed them, they rallied. These pictures show them as they are this morning: gangly, wild, raggedy, and exuberantly blooming. Look how they turn to the light. True, only a mommy or daddy geranium (and ME!!) could call them "beautiful" in their present state. But oh, how their insistence sustains me.




Most days, I, too, feel gangly and disjointed, trying to survive despite arid conditions. But most days--no, EVERY day,--I, too, turn to the sun, to divine Love, and blossom. Not because I "choose" to, but because that is how God designed me. Hallelujah!

5 comments:

Phoenyx Ravenswing said...

Greetings!

They are pretty! :-) Things don't have to be tamed to be pretty. :-)

Thnx for sharing another eloquent blogpost. :-)

BB & GF! :-)
-Bird

Tabitha in Bliss said...

Hallelujah!

sharon said...

good sharing, Maureen...I attended a 2 day language arts academy yesterday and today. Today's topic was writing...after we studied the writing process, we wrote a rough draft based on a lightning bug story---what it reminded us of. I wrote about you and I chasing fireflies.

Lauren said...

Thank you for sharing so much of yourself through your post. A burden shared is half the load, right?

Just as your lovely flowers come to life when you water them, I hope you are being good to yourself. There is no one in the world who you will spend more time with -- so it's so important to be good to YOU.

You are such a kind spirit Maureen. Sending blessings for the day!

aquamaureen said...

Lauren--it really touches me that you thank me for sharing so much of myself in my posts. I really pray about that--don't want to "overshare." I just try to follow God's lead.

So, thank you for telling me that that matters.