Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Bravely She Paints

With all the painting I've been doing, and the immeasurable progress made in my valuing of my creative work, I still get surprised by negativity.

One of the artists with ThursdaySweetTreat asked us to help her make her goal of having 250 4x6-inch pieces of unframed art, to be auctioned at some event in New York City, to benefit cancer research. I think she intended to encourage us by telling us that our work would be auctioned off alongside some celebrity work, mentioning Liam Neeson as one such celebrity.

That "encouragement" turned out to be a stumbling block for me, plus the idea of having people bid for the privilege of buying my art.

I'd decided, in theory, to participate. But when it came to actually sending the piece in the mail--actually commiting to saying "Here is some of my art and soon some people are expected to spend some real money for it and maybe bid against each other 'cause more than one person wants MY art" . . . . well, that's when I faltered.

But, yay for me. I DID send it off. Happily.

But I'll also admit here that I enclosed a note saying that if she didn't think the piece was "right" for the auction, to just keep it for herself.

I couldn't just send it off, freely and joyfully. I HAD to give the receiver some sort of "out"---I could not banish entirely the possibility of her opening the envelope and gulping and thinking, "oh, dear . . .what do I do with THIS?"

Oh well, I DID paint. I DID send it off.

And now I shall wait . . . for Liam Neeson to contact me and hire me to paint an entire wall in his celebrity home . . . teeheeheehee.


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Anonymous said...

My spelling sucks...
I would bid and win it..I love it!!

aquamaureen said...

Thank you, sweet Tabitha!! :)

Elizabeth said...

You sent it - and that is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO awesome!!

Sharon said...

How could you EVER feel negative about any work with these fabulous colors??? Red and yellow can't be beat! Maybe he will order a 60 foot by 30 foot mural like this! I am proud of you, Maureen.

Amanda Fall - PersistentGreen said...

I'm so proud of you!! Especially since I couldn't send anything...and you made the commitment to do it, AND followed through, despite your hesitations. The end result really is gorgeous--sun-soaked and full of warmth.

Lauren said...

I'm so happy that you sent something -- what a gift to this charity auction! You are incredibly talented Maureen --and if I were at that auction I would most certainly bid! Thanks for having such a generous spirit!